FLIRT AND DIE HAPPY TOO

(Flirt and die happy? Are you sure. The begining) read the link to catch up with the madness. 

Okay so I somehow found the strength to put it down to my pal that no means no and nothing will ever happen. The only spot free in my heart was for best friend and after declaring broken hearts and feeling like I’m losing him we kind of worked things out. It was a rough patch being in the middle of a guy you “love” (notice the quotes because it’s not romantic love) and the loyalty to your parents but I believe I handled it quite smartly although it included some tears here and there it was for the better. The “I love you”s were watered down to simply 143 and all the endearment terms came down to Cherrie. Our relationship kind of went back to normal but it’s kind of weird being around him since I know he thinks of me as a woman he could acquire.

While in recovery from guy no1, I go 1 hell of a shocker. I have a best friend who is the best girlfriend one could ever dream of. She is nice and sincere and also pretty strong (I don’t like weakness of character) and she was my twin since we used to be together everywhere we went. So I day we desired a program to complete an assignment and she had to go acquire it from a friend from 2 semesters above. As she entered the class, she almost tripped but steadied herself on a locker. There was a guy seated at that desk for now let’s call him the guy. She enquired from him about our pal and when they decided that he had gone a wall he guy gave her the software she desired. They also talked for a long while and got to really connect such that they met a lot more and really became close to the point of getting into a relationship.

After a semester, my friend had to exchange schools so she left but by then I had become quite acquainted with the guy and we exchanged movies, animations, music and clips. We programmed together and criticized every whack production together but as far as I was concerned we were friends. I did that to try and protect my friend. I wanted to know he guys motives towards her and I vividly remember warning him that he will answer to me if he hurts my friend’s feelings.

That was the grace period. If I were to tell of when my life started crumbling I would star when my best friend told me that she wasn’t feeling the guys vibe anymore so she wants to breakup with him or the day that the guy told me that he is not okay he needs to talk to me about something. No let me just cut through the chase to the moment he confessed that he has developed strong feeling for me and they aren’t going anywhere no matter how hard he tries. Yea that’s when my life started coming apart. Not more than a month ago I had lost guy no1 and here was guy no2 complete package with my best friend ready to be lost too.

Unlike guy no1, he was pretty well vast with knowledge of getting women to fall head over heels for him and he hit me with his 1000watt vibe that really temped me to fall for the honey of his words but he belonged to my best friend and I also have moms code to live by so I had to ‘lay him down slowly’.

Flirt and die happy, should I flirt and die happy?  Because my human body, my weak human body wants to flirt away and melt in the volcanicity of his words while lapping sweet honey in his words but he is not my property. They say that flirting comes without a label and that’s what makes it convenient. If you label it it automatically breeds expectations and humans don’t deliver so just leave it unlabeled. If it turns out to be sugar well and good, if it turns out as poison, die happy. Only problem is that my conscious will not let me unlabel my best friends guy as my sugar and neither can I unlabel him as the poison to lose my best friend. 

Oh I’m Velma by the way, the unqualified flirt.